over and out

holy shit my heart hurts right now.







i was doing so well, and then THIS.

it's my baby's birthday and it was stephs yesterday and it was andrews the day before.


wow what a crazy weekend.

ilu all.

I am so excited, and so scared for tonight.
My heart is racing because I am seeing one of my favorite bands.
But really, there's so much more to this.
There is such a great deal of emotional involvement to this band, how they affect me, and what I am reminded of when I listen to them.
This time I am doing this right.
I will be with the right people.
And I will enjoy it so much more.
I will see familiar faces. It will be refreshing.
Tonight will remind me of when I first moved here.

I am so excited. I feel like I am getting a second chance.
I like it.
No one understands what I am saying but it makes sense to me.



Here's to a new beginning.

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favorites are here and i love life.
some boy just crawled thru the girls bathroom window to get into stephs show.
jeez louise!

johnny rules.
he's sitting next to me.
so is alexa.

steph and mandy went after that boy.

my baby is here
happy happy
polyesters breaking up and i am sad

happy birthday stacy!
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whoa jk on the caps.
trip is amazing. at stacys.
i love mike.
he's fantastic.
so much happened.
i miss you all. no monday night tradition i miss you guys. next week!


ilu guys

yesterday, steph and i went down to see rory and the summer obsession. it was awesome. they are pretty much some of our favorite people alive. happiness is kidnapping marc, hanging out with a huge group of florida favorites, eatting florida food (omfg i missed you tijuana flats so bad!), and talk about florida like things. oh yeah. and a great show? chris miller rules my world, and i can see why him and steph are so close. i love steph, marc, jordan and joel and eatting our tijuana trios and goofing off talking about stephs gps system for a solid hour rules. it's been official. tommy is now mick. and mick will date diane. and i know this makes no sense, but it's probably the best thing to ever happen to gps reality tv! getting lost is no big deal, because with them by our side (and marc in the back seat pointing at the exits as we pass them, and no earlier) we got back to jammin java just in time to get our favorite diva his dos tacos with all of the j.o.l.t.s. (jalepenos, onions, lettuce, tomatoes and sour cream duhz)! after both rory and summer obsession played an awesome set, it was fun to just kind of kick back, relax and talk about how retarded florida's interstate sytem is and how marc has a daily struggle in making the connection that i am no longer residing in the sunshine state and have not for exactly a year now, but instead and bunkered up in beautiful maryland. this is exciting because due to silly but awesome circumstances, being that i now live in md, i will be seeing marc a lot more and life will once again begin to rule. in other news, steph and i also found out about a superb reunion show at the end of april in the f-l-a and we may be making a road trip to see it. stokedddd!! at the conclusion of the evening, we g ave our hugs and bid farewell but all is ok because they will be back again one day. it has been decided that marc is my hero and so jordan and with out those boys i'd be pretty boring. also, steph without chris, she'd have no one to be a real mom too. it's ok steph, he's goign thru puberty!


seriously, yesterday ruled and i can't wait to see alexa cause apparently she got the best shirt ever and i am so stoked to see it because apparently i am the only person in the history of the world who will get it. i think it's like an as you wish shirt or something.


love. work time.

rory/the summer obsession in dc today with my bff.
good life yes check please.